Is at hand something wrong near me?

I'm 21 and never been in a relationship, nor desire to be in one. I'm probably asexual. I consider society puts way too much emphasis on relationships and finding that special someone. Why can't people newly be happy with themselves? People think that mortal in a relationship will automatically make them happy and solve adjectives their problems. Why is there obsessive interest over relationships?
I'm not really that close to anyone. I only own one or two friends. It's hard for me to get close to people within general...kind of because I don't see why people would want to hang down out with me. So I guess in some ways, I have low-self esteem. I don't reason I've ever emotionally opened up to another human being..
My question is, am I missing out on what energy is all about?

Part of be doesn't believe in love and think it's just a silly human emotion. However, that means, every other human mood is silly as well. So I do realize my thinking is slightly skewed. I also realize that just because I don't believe in love, doesn't tight-fisted it's not valid.

I also realize that part of my inability to love probably comes from the inability to love myself. However, it's not like I hate myself any. I do think I have some good intrinsic worth, but overall, I'm just don't really care.
I realize that when I get out of college, I'm newly going to have a career and ultimately die. Work work work..and then departure.
Answers:
i would really like to know some people's responses to your question
It is called the sex drive. Most normal people desire to be near the opposite sex, as this in in their genes. It is that simple. Source(s): adjectives sense
I am A LOT like you. My problem is I don't trust anyone and don't think that anyone would want to be with me. But I hope you don't scrounging what you say.
You don't have to fall surrounded by love or be married any time soon but I think it is important to open up emotionally to another entity. Its what makes us human. I know it's hard but you will miss out on a lot if you dont kind connections with people. If you are having problems beside your self esteem, you should get help for it so you can live a happy existence.

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